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deteriation
22:47 Sep 15 2005
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well my mind is slowly going and the shakes in my arm are getting worse, i seem to be breaking down more and more now and sometimes going into a complete daze lol quite funny really i think it is anyway.
wish i had some of the friends ive made on this site near me just to hang out with and take my mind off all this stuff going on in my head, just so im not alone, think thats my main problem really, that im lonely lol oh well nevermind some of us are meant to be alone i think and i wish that i cud take it all cause i dont want anyone else feeling like i do, if i cud i think id take everyones pain and bad feelings away from them and load them up onto me, one big burden that i alone wud carry so that everyone else cud live a happy life, and i wud do it to, no questions asked.
anger
19:55 Sep 05 2005
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these past few days now i have been so angry, not with people oh no cause people dont make me angry at all, its things.
for one well my job, the stupidity of that place is unbelieveable, yet there is no other jobs round where i live so i have to stick at it, though i will keep looking else where and as soon as i can find one then im out of there.
this computer is a piece of shit, the internet keeps freezing up and the keys on the dam thing are starting not to work, ahhhhh the way im feeling now i just wanna punch a wall or just strangle someone cause i cud u know i cud drain the life from someone lol god its funny.
so yeah ummm not been havin a couple of weeks but hey who cares ill deal with it some way, i always manage to.
nothing much new
19:05 Sep 04 2005
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Well my weekend has been absolutely boring lol, there was nothing to do at all, I suppose coming online and talking to my friends was something but I never have anything to talk bout cause I don’t do anything do I, so I dunno. The space key on my laptop went so now ive had to take the keyboard off my pc and hook it up to it so its ok for now, I wonder what will go wrong next, I think computers are made and sold so cheaply now cause they are poorly built, they know after a year or so they will need maintaince so that’s where they will make the money back.
Oh well that’s all I got really cause like I said I don’t do anything, my sis is doing my head in to always wanting to go on the net when im on, she only does it to talk to her mates who live like 10 mins away, all my friends are on here so the only way I get to talk to them is via the net, I dunno sometimes I wish I was an only child, well I always wish it really but nevermind, life’s a bitch and all that lol.
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